(Nothing left but just Pain)
Ive build a wall around me,
My life isnt the real thing
Ill never ride on the wings of freedom
Forbidden dreams in the dark
A mirror with broken glass
Take me higher than this
I can fill the room with sadness
Behind the laugh an ocean of tears
Voices in my head
Tells me its all right
This live is hard to spell
Its a beautiful day, its raining
Take my out of this place
What is my destination?
Its been all over me
Teach me to breath
The fire burning inside
I am not a hopeless case
Im here, still alive in the dark
Its not me they see
My heart is hurting
Its enough
Where is the promise
They gave me by birth
Can the sky crack?
And free me from the needles of pain
Cold and dark
Pool of fears
I keep my head down
Please make it easier for me
This god forsaking life
Its so disappointing
Over and over again
Is it a big joke?
And cant I find the clew?
Its so hard to learn
Never make mistakes again
Until then
I look into hell
Waiting for re-birth,
Waiting for someone
Who can love me for who I am
And then I want to see
How lucky I could be.